sorry, i have not been on lately due to the holiday season! ive been so busy with my family and finally being able to see some of them again!! and ive realized that just as we have family and we love our own earthly family.. i cant imagine how much God loves us..he has given us so many things in life to be thankful for. he has been gracious enough to bless us with people that love us, and are always there for us. it makes my hunger to understand god grow even more! his love washes over me and it feels so overwhelming.. its almost like a chill, but warm and comforting. i have made so many mistakes in my life and my lord and savior is always there to be my leaning post. my drink of water, and my strength! much in ways that our families can be. but Gods love is infinite. it is incomparable to anything! even though we use things sometimes to bring it to something we can understand. my lord carries me.. he brings me down so that i can see him clearer.. he lifts me up so i can continue. is is everything. my all my savior and my God. nothing compares to him.